I feel like i am wasting my life?

i don't like to work.i really hate it. like just thinking of it makes me sick

i feel like school is way to easy, but my grades arent to great because i dont really do anything for them. the only time i feel good is when i am drunk and partying. however the next day i am full of regrets of what i have done , and the fact that my parent would be really disappointed if they knew.

i then feel like i betrayed them because they do so much for me. i also hate the fact that i can't seem to find a girl friend.

i am 16 years old. my education level is havo.

i have been with a psychiatrist a few time's mostly because my parents wanted that.

they said i had the mildest case of pdd nos and nld possible.

any how, when i am not partying and not working i just get really sad that i am waisting my life and time.

i just want a easy way out. like suicide.

i would not concider doing that (not for a rational reason, i just wouldn't)

because then i would not have to think about is any more. and about al the suffering and sadness life offers. but i also would miss out on the happy parts.

however those happy parts just seem to linger really shortyly. while those sad moments always stay on my mind.

i really don't know what is should do about it :(I feel like i am wasting my life?
I know exactly how you feel. right now im 22 years old and ive felt that way since i can remember. when i was 16 it was the toughest because people were telling me that those were the most important years of finding myself. that would confuse me even more and make me even more sad because i was nowhere near the point of finding myself. and ultimately there is no "A-Z solution" for this. the only thing you can do is realize that you are an important person, if for no other reason then for your parents. (you expressed your appreciation for them) i found that there are things you can find to do that interest you. for example i began to cook. it was something that i never had to depend on anyone else (I've learned that is a big mistake). im not telling you to go become a chef, or even start cooking, but try and find something that will help you figure out who you WANT to be. But more importantly you need to remind yourself daily that you are not alone, i understand what your going through, email me if you want more on this question. Natashia309@yahoo.com
I think you should find some challenging goals so you will feel like you are not wasting your time. You will feel like you have something worthwhile to do with it. You will be surprised at how happy you are when you have a good goal to work toward.I feel like i am wasting my life?
Well pissing away your time here on Yahoo! Answers isn't going to help the matter much.
We all hate work at one point or another, but it has to be done. If you think the school work is too easy, then maybe you should try out more challenging school work. As for suicide, that is only a weak excuse to escape from something you need to do anyways. Have you tried a sport that you like? If so, put all your passion into it and I am sure you will want to challenge yourself more that way.



Don't kill yourself, doing it will only create more problems than it solves.



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You keep saying what you don't like :/

but you don't tell us what do you like.

Suicidal thoughts AND partying/drinking aside, what do you like? Any extracurricular perhaps? or any certain hobbies?

If you don't like a particular activities, try some more. Try basketball, try soccer, try piano, try making games, try painting, try photography, try writing, try rafting, it doesn't matter if you don't feel like you don't know YET what's your passion is... as long as you keep going. Once you kinda have a picture of what would you like most, aim for excellence in that area and success will follow. Don't worry too much about your future or present. Master Oogway from KungFu Panda once said, "The past is history, the Future is mystery. Today is a gift, that's why we call it present."

Good luck!