Well, this is my third time writing this due to my phone failing twice before, so I'll try to be brief.
Information on me in general. I'm 17 years old and I'd consider myself average looking aside from me being overweight at 156lb and 5'11.5". I've pretty much failed at everything that didn't have to do with computers or school and I'm not even that eminent at those. I get above a 3.6 GPA with ease yet I'm not even in the top 15% of my class rank and barely making it in the top 25%. And grades don't really help you when you get out to the real world with work. They're only to impress bosses anyways. To the next topic, never had an official job, very little participation in extra circulars and I would sort of consider myself to be somewhat of recluse. I've been that way ever since people thought I was a freak ever since I had PDD-NOS and required help in elementary and middle school, so it was difficult to make friends. However, I did start to obtain some through a fellow student in special ed along with me. Of course, this would mean that I've never been in a relationship with a girl, gone on a date, or even kissed a girl. Hell, I can barely talk to them in person, if it is not objective related. I'll like freeze up, say a bunch of "um"s, and normally I am quite nervous.
Well, please rate me 1-10 on how much of a loser I am, 1 being not a loser at all and 10 being Mr. Freakozoid. Thank you very much for your time, as I sort of failed on making this brief.Girls, how pathetic am I?
-1!!!! You are not a freak, man! I don't know what PDD-NOS is, but you have great grades. They are an accomplishment and you will make a lot of money when you get older!! Women see men in basically three categories.
1) the adventurer. These people are ones who like to do things somewhat dangerous and as the title suggests, adventurous
2) The Provider. This is what I'd categorize you as. You are able to provide for your family. I'm sure you will be a loving husband and father! I am 19 and haven't had a girlfriend either, so I know that you are lonely and know what it's like to have nobody. When you have someone by your side, you wouldn't want to give that up for the world! Great trait to have!
3) The lover (I think. I actually forgot this one lol) This one is basically for women who just want sex. Hopefully this isn't you.
I am pretty sure you don't want to hear this (I have been in a similar situation with low self esteem for awhile. I don't know why I have great confidence lately, but I am glad. I didn't want to hear it.) but you are not a loser. Don't degrade yourself like that! At 17, most girls aren't looking towards their future and don't appreciate the providers. It won't be long until somebody sees you for the gem you are! please believe me with this! And even now, Jesus loves you. You will never go unloved! I know these are only words, but they are true! Women like confidence and you can have this confidence! Just believe in yourself.Girls, how pathetic am I?
You're not a loser. And if you stop calling yourself a loser, you'll start feeling better about yourself. You're only 17, you have your whole life ahead of you. You'll get better with girls overtime, and it'll get better. (:Girls, how pathetic am I?
Your not a loser mate your just 17.. Most 17's are feeling it at that age.. Just work on things your good at and the rest will fall into place..
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