Thursday, February 9, 2012

Mental Health eligibility?

throughout my early childhood i had very rare occasions of signs of disabilities. It was not discovered until i was age 10. I was diagnosed with ADD or ADHD , i dont remember. Alot of my problems started at school. In my early school years i was quite accepted with the rest of my classmates. Things began to change after 4th grade when moving into 5th grade alot of my friends discovered new interests where i did not. So during recess when all the students at school get out of class for a half hour to relax, i would go back to that same place the previous year and bring up about the games/stuff we did in 4th grade, the students in 5th grade were still the same kids but when i wanted to play with them they seemed annoyed that i would want to play a game that they no-longer found interesting and they wanted to do something different i didnt like the change and thats what grew my friendships and socialization away from 2005- now March 2011 "6 years". Within that time i later developed OCD "obsessive compulsive disorder" which was discovered in 2007 around the age of 13. My worries/Obsession was about germs/ people that had a cold, afraid of getting sick was the biggest worry of all that whole school year i was in grade 7. In 8th grade i started back up with my same old germ habits and it continued well into the school year. During most of my early school years that were effected was 5,6,7,8th grade. The most dramatic increase in my disorders accord in 6th or 7th grade. I was put into a special ed. class after repeating my 2nd year of 1st grade. Grade wise, i have always scored higher than anyone in my special ed. classes, i was always the intelligent one in my classes in special ed. I have always had the educational potential of achieving through regular classes, however my socialization and communication skills have held me back from achieving my best. When i started high school i was one of 750 freshmen attending my local high school. When i transitioned from middle school to high school i was put into regular classes, including 1 special ed class that would help me with my work in my other classes. During the first month i had proven myself different than the rest of the school. I would be known as the kid with many many questions for the teacher. I would communicate/talk with the students and say things that gave them that thought that " this guy is re tarted". People always say high school is tough and many people get in the same situation, every situation i have is very different than what most would think my problem is. I make everyone in general upset, annoyed, pissed off. It just the things i say that do and i dont realize what am saying at the time they dont wanna hear, or if i do i will want to keep going because i believe the stuff am saying is relevant and appropriate when its not. Throughout middle school and high school i had a very difficult getting along with others. At rare occassions " i might make one friend or 2 throughout the whole school year, but it wouldnt last long because i would drive them away. In 9th grade my OCD obsession/worries of germs were almost eliminated completely, however a new problem faced me "PDD-NOS %26amp; AUTISM". during summer vacation, just before going into the 10th grade i was diagnosed with PDD-NOS , Autism, and possibly aspergers. within a few weeks of school (9th grade) i had a reputation of hate among me in the class. Usually there can be 1-2 people in the class who may socialize with me, or have conversations with me, but way more than half the class wont. after a month of high school (9th grade) they put me into a special ed program called "Matrix" where i would be for most of each school day. Matrix classrooms contain 6-15 students at any given time. so realistically i should be able to get along with a small , special ed class and i cant!. I also have problems at home including the usual teenage , parent fights/problems but also a big role of my disorders play at home. for example: 1. I cannot do many simple things that little children learn when there young, yet am very intelligent to as to eduaction like writting,math,science, ect, even understand whats going on in our world and at times i understand how to do these simple things but i cannot Physicley do them. I no how to clean my anus after using the toilet, however if i do clean my self up i will ethier get it stuck up inside the crack the toilet paper or i will do it right and put my underwear back on and it will itch, i mean itch like crazy, it will feel wet, tight, uncomfertable after putting my underwear back on unless i clean myself with a towel (bath towel) and i clean my self with it and i have no problems it doesnt feel wet, uncomferable anylonger when i put my underwear back on like its cleaner in my crack. i cannot pee right at times i will aim in toilet but it will go to the floor somehow





I want to learn how i can be eligible from thMental Health eligibility?
Leanr how to be eligible from ? Your post is so long, I can't even figure out what you're asking. Maybe just post the short version.

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